Today is a new day. Once again, I am trying to put one foot forward in front of the other. I was filled with so much anger last night. I apologize for the language used at the end of my post last night, but I choose to not delete it because I am human and it shows.
Tonight I am introspective and I need to say that I’m human. I make mistakes. I screw up. But I apologize for hurtful things I’ve said and done. What I’m not going to do any longer though, is define myself by my mistakes because I AM a good person. I don’t set out to hurt others and truth be known…I think I try very hard not to. The rest of this blog is going to be short and sweet. I realized just now, that what I need right now is positive affirmation FROM MYSELF. Nobody else can make me feel good or bad about myself. Only I can. I’ve spent a lot of years, for reasons I don’t know, seeing the bad. No more. So here goes…

I love. Period. I love a lot. I love very very deeply. I care more about my family and friends than anyone can imagine. I am faithful and loyal. I am sensitive to the nth degree and that sensitivity makes me a better person than I would otherwise be. I am a good listener. I will listen as long as you need me to and I am compassionate. I will feel your hurt and joy right alongside of you. I will be your best cheerleader. I am the type of caring person that I would want with me at my death bed, because I am warm and compassionate and sincere.
I am intuitive. I am intelligent. I am musical. I am not a great singer or musician but I don’t have to be. I am still good enough. I taught myself to play the piano. I write songs and recorded several of them, so I’d say that makes me creative too. I can write and I can write poetry.

I really try to be a good person. That’s all I can do.

Ciao amici…

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